Saturday, 6 July 2013
With child 1 home, so has come the flow of her footprint on the house. Over come we are of her mess. Her stamp so to speak. Paints and brushes, laptops and phone leads, pens pencils and empty Milo cups on the kitchen table.
Endless blipping noises from her phone and computer, where she is having several conversations at once, with the promise of "Yes mum I will help you with that, or Yes I will clean my room...."
The ex is still crying an ocean, poor love, I hope he will snap out of it soon and move on. He has been calling and trying to make her feel sorry for him. "I can't eat.......I had to take a week off work......I've changed since Friday!"
It has been so much so that she has gone rather cold. If he calls again she plans to cut him off completely. She wanted to stay friends, but she can't handle him and his mind trips. She doesn't love him. She didn't want to hurt him, but it seems that is the only way for him to see it is over. Sad. I hope it works out for him in the end.
As for our Miss, she is off again Monday. Road trip, holiday, with HER FRIENDS. She is so looking forward to it. I think I am too, as I can get my kitchen table back. She has a ROOM you know, although you wouldn't think so from the way she spreads out!
Still no SEX either. Not that I am really upset about that yet. NUTS I know. I have had my sexual desires stir a little, and have a few moments of pleasure with myself, but it really hasn't been exciting, or very full filling. That more than anything is really scarying me. What if it's gone? Hubby still has had no improvement in that department either and has blamed the back medication. So until he can handle work drug free we will not really know for sure. So no sex for me!
At the moment I have got the MOTHER of all PERIODS. I don't get them each month like most normal women do, but it seems with the return of daughter, my body has remembered that I too am from woman kind, and opened the flood gates. LITERALLY!
So at the moment we are both in need of feminine hygiene products and we seem to be going through them at a very fast pace. I shot her a message as she was out at the shops with friends to say please bring some home as we are dangerously low.
"I wasn't at the shops any more when I got your message. I'll get some tomorrow."
Well that's nice, tomorrow when you will be cleaning your room, packing your bags for the trip, and sorting out the table?????
We have 10 left. I counted. I will most likely go through most today as I am VERY HEAVY, and Super LONG ALL NIGHTER is just keeping me together. So I told her if we get down to the last few I am taking them. I bought them....really you can't stop by the shop on your way home and pick up some?
Too hard! KIDS...I will buy my own, AGAIN!
Between you and me I will be glad when this side of my life dries up for good. My baby days are over. I don't need them any more. Cramps, and mess, and feeling utterly drained. Yes I can miss that.
With any luck once this is over, I will return back to my NORMAL, sexually interested self.
Still happy this current change hasn't left me feeling un-wanted, or un-loved. At this rate when the day comes that we do manage to have a good...well you know....I feel like a bloody virgin all over again! Oh here comes the bladder infections...............lol
Off now to take some headache pills, as the sound of MARIO CART playing all day is doing my head in!
Caio for now.
I'll leave you with a funny...............
1. Yes = No
2. No = Yes
3. Maybe = No
4. We need = I want
5. I'm sorry = you'll be sorry
6. We need to talk = you're in trouble
7. Sure go ahead = you better not
8. Do what you want = You'll pay of this later
9. I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset you moron!
10. You're very attentive tonight = Is sex all you think about?
FWD: Men's English....
1. I'm hungry = I'm hungry
2. I'm sleepy = I'm sleepy
3. I'm tired = I'm tired
4. Nice dress = Nice boobs!
5. I love you = Let's have sex now
6. I'm bored = Do you want to have sex?
7. May I have this dance? = I want to have sex with you.
8. Can I call you sometime? = I want to have sex with you.
9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I want to have sex with you.
10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I want to have sex with you.
11. Those shoes don't go with that outfit! = I'm gay