I know...I know.... I am now at risk of becoming OVER EMOTIONAL...which isn't a four letter word, well neither is 'Frisky' or 'Horny' or bloody well getting 'Impatient'.
But I am still SMILING, which is amazing, and somewhat odd, as by now I am usually MAD barking snappy INSANE!
Instead I am trying out this not getting upset theory. No shouting at the kids, staying me and sweet and loving.... so far it hasn't gotten me anywhere closer to the bedroom!!
So I have been 'BUSY' doing House 'WORK'. There's one 'WORK', and I have a roast on in the oven. 'COOK' 'OVEN' I have 'WASHed' dishes and clothes...well 'WASH' is a four letter word and I am counting it......and I've 'HUNG' them out. I have been to the 'SHOP' and bought 'FOOD' so that the 'CATS' and the 'KIDS' can eat. I have 'READ', 'BLOG's' and tried to pass the 'TIME' while I 'WAIT' for something sweet to happen.
'THEY' say that a way to a 'MAN'S' heart is through his tummy, heck even my man has said 'THAT'! Well I have been going out of my way to provide in 'THAT' department. 'HOME' baked 'CAKE', fried 'RICE', Chocolate treats, a roast dinner tonight!
I have even flashed him my 'BOOB', to which he chuckled and made a rather smart arse comment about having the feeling that I may be a bit on the 'LUST'-full side. So he is well and truly in the 'KNOW', and I am starting to think he is having fun with this. Maybe he is conducting an experiment has to how 'LONG' can we go before she cracks???
I am sure he enjoys a 'WANK' while I sleep in our bed. I sleep because I am the one who goes to 'WORK' and drops the 'KIDS' to school in the mornings. If I kept his hours I would not sleep at all, and that would be silly. He works at night, so he sleeps most the day. It is how we 'ROLL'.
But I am getting 'PAST' the point of caring. So horny that I am not really horny any more. Or that it just goes away, and pops back the second I see his smile, but then just as quick has gone again because he is talking about planes, paint, computers!
I was once 'FULL' of 'LUST', and longing. I 'SORT' pleasure, and fun. I wanted frisky, flirty, kisses. 'SOFT' caresses, and a 'GOOD' old fashioned 'FUCK'!
So I am really not sure what is happening? Am I just getting too old, or is this new experiential nice me, turning me into a 'NORMAL WOMAN' ??
Could I be at 'RISK' of loosing my 'MOJO'?
The plus side is I am not angry at my man like I would be any other time this has happened. I am not even bothered to masturbate the frustration away. We are getting along just perfectly despite the 'LACK' of sexual 'PLAY' 'TIME.
Maybe now that 'CHILD' 1 is again 'AWAY', maybe tonight if he is not called into 'WORK', maybe he might 'MAKE' a 'MOVE'??
I wonder if I will be willing? If my 'MOOD' will respond?
I guess 'TIME' will 'SOON' 'TELL'..... stay tuned.................